demyxsgal

For those of you who actually read my Journals this is just an update on how I am doing I guess haah. I will be updating my gallery soon ,Ive been away from this website for a while do to my life kinda getting in the way. Ive been  working on cosplay stuff for holiday Matsuri and I am ATTEMPTING on creating Demon food my web comic.I have noting else to say this was just a lil update for all of you.

Hey~! Things have been going pretty normal lately. I guess my heart has been hurting (Kinda like someone chained it to a truck and drove allllll the way to Canada with it ! ) as of late but that dosent matter, Who would even care anyways !?!? ^ ^ School is normal as always my grades are pretty good, An upcoming con is approaching and preparation is fun. Home coming is coming too but whooo the hell would want to go with me anyways? Hahhh I should really stop with my passive aggressive personality and become a little more straight foward >> This post probly looks like complete nonsese but who am I to care? I am an annoying heartbroken teenager that dosent know any better. I should run away from my problems like I always do! And avoid whatever makes me upset right!? Right!? Its always best to cower away from what makes you upset..Until later in life it smacks you square in the jaw. 

To be honest my passions for this once beloved anime is slowly fading and am getting slightly bored with it at the moment,My First Hetalia cosplay was Fem!Spain. That was in 2011 ,now that it is 2013 the whole hetalia thing is just getting a little boring and also the fandom is slightly frustrating me as well.But anyways I have been dying to start something new  so As of Metrocon 2013 I will Debut some Secret cosplays that I am really looking forward too showing off! Grandpa Rome shall be Debuted friday as well~ He will most likely be one of my last new Hetalia cosplays for a while. I may bring him , Seychelles and Turkey to other cons for panels and events or even wear them on some days. (If I can't decide what to wear) But do not expect to see Seychelles as much anymore.I Will definitely give this one a huge break because The blue dress has gotten a little small and She has been worn countless times...I just need to shake things up a little.

I turn 17 next month and would love to celebrate it at least some how.But every time I try to set up a party no one comes and no one even remembers it is my birthday.(The last time I had a legit party was when i was 12) I feel like a brat, Whining about something so small but I just dont know what to do, setting something up is so frustrating because people say they can go and the day of only one person pops up.Something I have been wanting to do for a long time is go to Magic Kingdom with a few friends but due to the high price of the ticket thats out the window...When I was younger my family made birthdays always a big deal and now that no one really cares anymore it just makes me extremely frustrated.

Ugh my dad is not letting me go to Mega due to the fact that my room was dirty all week and my laundry basket has been full.I just got news that I was able to go today. Ughhhhhh I really want to go.